I have decided in sharing my problems with you and your blog readers for help and advice. Am writing with my sister’s in law account who introduced me to your blog page
Some of what am going to share with you right now, she has no idea of them. Though she has been a good sister to me but I think if I let her know, she will bridge my closeness which I don’t want.
There’s this very close friend of my husband who has always been there for me.
He is married and mature and my husband confide in him before taking decisions, most a times, I got most of what my husband keeps away from my knowledge through him, permit me to use the word ‘”he has always been there for me”.
People started saying am dating him but because my husband trusted me, because he knew I was once a lesbian and he was the man that made me a woman, he has never given anyone a listening ear. The last time I had a problem with my husband, and it happened that he was away for some important reasons.
I slept with his best friend in a hotel all through the night and this of a truth is the only man that has slept with me apart from my husband. I mean to say ‘ I have only slept with two men all my life’. Am 27 years now and my husband stood before me to confess that he knew the woman he married can never cheat on him even if he travels and stays for twenty years, and I felt so guilty for I know I have betrayed his trust for me.
I have told this man for us to put a stop to this but he kept begging and telling me he has developed love and will never stop. To be honest, my husband feels comfortable even he happens to be the only person in our house with me.
To cut my long story, his wife has been my best friend, we share things together. I fell so guilty anytime I visit her, her children don’t joke with me, but why would this man not let me be? I have also prayed and asked God to forgive me and change his set of mind, but he is proving stubborn . The worst is that he calls me to tell me how he fells, when bathing, eating, almost everything he does.
Please help me, am so confused because he is planning another way for us to have sex again. I love his family, his wife is my love… Truly speaking we share same wears anytime I visit her home.
I hate doing this with him again. I really Need your help.